-+Sentiments+-*

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me: I'm starting to like the class. Shit!
vanessa: hey, what's wrong with liking your class! it should be a good thing isnt it ; D
Its not a good thing.

I've been going around telling people that i want to go poly lah, SRJC sux lah etc etc. because i felt that i didn't have aplace for me in the school anymore. Not the class nor the CCA. Even if i left all these "friends"  behind it wouldn't have bothered me much and i would simply have to make a name for myself somewhere else.

Wasn't a reason for me to stay. So what if its the A lvls? So what if i spend one year more than the rest schooling? All these would be meaningless when i'm akin to being "homeless"!

But since my absence from the Camp ASPIRE, the class has gotten more and more interesting and they have now become my motivation to go to school.  { My dear faithful readers should know why ;) }

Ironic isn't it? I've been so adamant about switching to a polytechnic and yet now i'm getting attached to the class. If i stayed, i'll most likely be deemed who's not a word-keeper and a loser who gave up. If i went, well, i'll be leaving so what they say doesn't really matter.

I've said this earlier " If cliquing takes so long, its most likely not going to happen"

I take those words back. Even if this is of the most exceptional of cases, it happens. The class is finally cliquing

To Vanessa: Of course you're also one of my top school-attaching factors of choice! So be honoured!
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Today was great!
Tuition started out with a surprise too. ShuaiXun's friend's sister (and brother??) came for tuition at FiloMaths! and directly under our supervision! Hope he won't get a earful from his friend later on.

Hey! its not like i'm doing a bad job kay....!

I just need lesser students, more money and more materials.

After that we watched My Wife is a Gangster 3! It was really really cute. Especially the way the producers portrait translators. Not saying what they are supposed to say but still managing to get the message across somehow, even in the most outrageous of ways!

Shu Qi / Hsu Chi / Vivian Hsu is really worthy of her reputation.
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All the best to me for A lvls tomorrow!

1.14AM
9th July 2007

Regrets regrets regrets

1S18
I'm starting to like the class. Shit!

Studies
Determination not enough

Friendships
I can't sustain them for long.

DingJie
TRANSFORMER STATUS: XERO
ShuaiXun
TRANSORMER STATUS: XREE

Working Efficiency
Also xero

I'M NOT A:
do-er
leader
strong willed person
someone who remember birth dates well

BUT
I remembered yours

9.49 pm
5th July 2007

Transformer Status: ZERO

I can't stand being alone. Its just too cold and lonely...


Thats why Transformer Status still zero.

Can't study alone, ask friend out.
Asked friend out, start talking.
Start talking, no work done.
No work done, must study.
Must study, cannot talk.
Cannot talk, must study alone.
Can't study alone, ask friend out.
Asked friend out, start talking.
Start talking, no work done.
No work done.

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Today was weird. I'm surprised at how i spring to action every time the class gets lost. As in the change in venues due to examinations. Yeap.

What i'm more surprised about is how i can't seem to
remember a lot of important things such as the briefing for today's EP's seating plan, the location of the notice for the change in venue and the fact that i had a GP lecture during the holidays..

So my springing to action was basically useless.

-_-

11.44pm
3rd July 2007

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Everyone's lives are filled with different colours, be it red, blue, green or yellow and many others more. These colours meld together to form what we experience and it defines us as uniquely us.

Let's not forget about the different shades and hues of these colours.

No matter whether you are dull-coloured, sianz and uninteresting or the brightly lit and high-flying, if in the end, it all adds up to white, then its more than enough.

Shiawase.....

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Our first Staff Meeting!

Who's there you ask?

DJ, SX, KL,PC, SL, C, X

Erm.... Abbrieviations?

Ding Jie
Shuai Xun
Kim leong
Poh Chew
See Leng
Cecil
Unknown X

What did we do you say?

We went to a coffeeshop somewhere in Serangoon North to eat some cook-fry(zhu2chao3) and also to talk some cock.

Dishes you mean?
Herbal Chicken (more than KFC-licious)
Sweet n Sour Pork
Egg
Clams fried with chillli on a hot plate (mostly chilli)
Vegetables (only had one stalk of it)
Fried Tofu(on the house was it?)

Thirsty are we?
Coke x3
Teh-C x1
Kopi x1
100 plus x1
Barley water x1

It finally feels like an organisation (at last). Its the first time we're ever discussing business as a Team and voice out our issues and almost reaching solutions to solve them. Almost.

The Special Generation
Me=> A 17 year old guy who is in JC wanting to go Poly now. Transformers Status: Not Watched. So poor thing.
Braces Status: Attached

Shuai xun=> An 18 year old guy with more secondary school experience than me.
Transformers Status: Watched without me.
Braces Staus: Attached.

See Leng=> A 17 year old lady who's retaking some O level subjects.
Transformers Status: Unknown.
Braces Status: Unknown

Poh Chew=> An 18 year old with more secondary school experience than me.
Transformer status: Not Watched.
Braces Status: Almost did but didn't

Unknown X=>A 22 year old lady whose name and actual age escapes me.
Transformers Status: Unknown
Braces Status:10 Teeth Extracted, Detached

Each in each his/her own right....

The Team got along well even though this is the first time that some of us had actually seen the others. First impressions weren't really that wonderfully day-brightening  but it turned out just fine!

Seems like I'm the youngest amongst them both in terms of age and personal development but I'll catch up....
 
The Camp-in-planning already feels fun right from the start.

11.07pm
1st July 2007