-+Sentiments+-*

Haiis so sad.

After Exams i thought i could enjoy. Today is friday, last paper of the promos. Should be damned happy about it.

But because i have a dental appointment later with QnM at 8pm, i have to forgo my S18 class outing to KBox(also to celebrate riyanti's bdae) and also my 1E4/2E4 class outing at some steam boat place.

Both at Marina there.

Sad.

12.54PM
5th October 2007

I found her.

She is a close copy of my personality and I, too, am a close copy of her's. The things i do are what the things she will too. The things i don't are the things she won't. She has my good points and i have her's.  We share the same flaws through and through(k lah i still dun0 much).

The will and ability to maintain a relationship, in the most basic of forms, when neither one of us are able to meet nor communicate effectively. Neither of us are willing to push forward in fear of losing something we hold dear. A xenophobic status quo....

As siblings, as friends and as more. Regardless of which, having her around again would be the second best period of time this year, with the first being my first time with her of course. Unfortunately, whether this is reciprocated i know not.
What should i do next?

Nothing carnal
Nothing philosophical
Just pure enjoyment of the moment.

EDIT: well from the short time that we've interacted, this is by far what i can tell best.
9.50PM
4th October 2007

<DJ JKS>

A programme initiated by, well, me that reaches out to people whom are seemingly and potentially "depressed" and find it hard to wake up in the morning each day. Of course they have the option to unsubscribe if the jokes aren't to they're tastes. It is sent around 6.45AM every weekday.

By 6.45AM, the people whom i subscribed should be awake already as school is like just a few minutes away. The desired effects of <DJ JKS> is to give them more reason to wake up each day, even if it is a rather trivial one.

Some jokes are really hilarious and others are not quite there yet.
But a cold joke straight in the morning has only two outcomes, laugh it off or get slightly frustrated.

In any case, the exam period is almost over, and the need to continue with the programme does not seem to exist anymore. Stress should be off their shoulders, less bullshit should be heading their way. I think they should be doing well by themselves.

All these in ASSUMPTION that the desired effect has been reached

I hereby announce the termination of the good service, DJ JKS, which extents to all current subscribers.

Hope my goal has been reached through these three months.

<Stop JKS, reply UNSUB to 9177****>

*EDIT: not comfortable with posting my full number here but you get my point*

9.30AM
4th October 2007

Lusting for power
Lusting for the best
Lusting for PSP
Lusting for the unreal
Lusting for the possible
Lusting for the impossible
Lusting for knowledge
Lusting for perfection

Lusting for you whom i have not found, and you whom i will find...
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Going crazee with boredom and physics -_-

6.36PM
3rd October 2007

I like you

I love you

These words carry the weight and burden of the care and concern the "sayer" is willing to fork out at any moment in his/her life. Even if unreciprocated, it should still be appreciated

For me, I guess i just haven't grasped the way to show it correctly...

Yup this should be one of the first few real "random ramblings"


9.20PM
2nd October 2007

Children's Day

Its one thing to be celebrating it with your friends,
Its another thing to be celebrating it FOR your friends.
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We've received word that more people will potentially attend the bbq that we are holding. Not because we told them to come, but because the invited had invited.

What in the world should we do?

2.05PM
2nd October 2007