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Goodbye! :)

2nd December 2007

I thot i was stupid.

I thot i was wrong.

Turns out that i was wrong! I was wrong because i thought i was wrong 'cos when inf act, i was right.

Its been so, so very long since i last saw her. I thought i had forgotten. I thought i went numb. But when i just caught a glimpse of her back, the sight just blew my mind away.

That Hair, those hands, those movements.

And i was only 89% sure that that was her, And it was only her back

I was blown away.

Hope she's alright....

3.05pm
27th November 2007

Doesn't matter whether the results show.

Doesn't matter what YOU THINK.

Doesn't matter what YOU SAY.

What YOU THINK and what YOU SAY is probably true currently. But not for long.

YOU WILL NEVER imagine what i'm learning now. YOU  WILL NEVER be able to foresee what i can do. Don't underestimate academics.

YOU DON'T KNOW ME.

Lack of experience? Fuck that. I can gain that any time i want.

Need A-standard english? DOESN'T TAKE THAT MUCH really.

I'm not stupid? Well duh, THAT much not stupid than you.

Don't go around thinking that you own the world. You made it sound as though you could kill me off as easily. but i've read up. There may be consequences, but just not exactly what you've mentioned.

See I have evidence. Books, talks. I thank my school, especially the economics department for arranging a talk from a certain Mr Fong/Foong (not quite sure there). It supported my dear friend's stand and made it all quite clear. The Key to Success is actually ******

Thats the difference between us.

YOU DON'T KNOW ME.

But i have to thank you. Now i have a new determination, much stronger than ever before. "So whats the difference?" you may ask..

Try... A DEGREE.

And in relative terms, regardless of our goals and what not, I will be more than successful than YOU. Period.

uh uh I'm not talking about you honey, I'm talking about YOU.

This is how long you've had me pent it up like that. You wont like whats coming at you. Enjoy while you can and give me some time.

Don't underestimate modern-day academics.

9.47pm
24th November 2007

hmmmmms already its like quite fun. Well of course since im with the people whom i already know

But is it the right choice to make?

The Opportunity Cost is the OGL thing. If i don't go then i most probably wont know any juniors in J1 next year. But hey man whats the biggie?

Hong Kong. Somehow there's still apprehension and hesitation swimming inside me. Not sure whether its the right thing to do. 'Cos i'm stepping out of my comfort zone here.

Yup its uncomfortable.

But I'm sure it'll be fun! What with four close Pre-U Sem members going too and half of the members there would be from my class!!

lolz more on it later.

6.00PM
12th November 2007

The holidays are meant for? MOVIES

I've been missing out on so very much of those. Felt very sian every time i missed a great show but i'll forget soon after. But do I want to forget?  Hell no.

Thats where holidays come in! In exchange of studying every moment of my life, i can transform into a couch potato!  And actually enjoy all the movies i want without moving an inch. Although Movie-ing out with friends still sits better with me.

Watch Memoirs of a Geisha, Mr and Mrs Smith and the Game Plan! So very touching. With the exception of Game Plan, I was truly moved by:::

The longing of one another.
The Cruel first bite.
The Bittersweet aftertaste.
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If you've watched Mr and Mrs Smith, you should find that the ending was absolutely perfect. To be able to do something great together with the one you love, the teamwork, the mo4 qi4, and in such a grand fashion.

Shit. My mind is swimming into forbidden territories.
Forbade by me of course.

11.00pm
6th November 2007

Its been a about a week now huh? Well, guess passion for blogging is gone the way of my laptop.

There hasn't really been much to blog about nowsadays. Or is it because i just lost my touch?

Oh well, hope it returns when my laptop returns. hehe

3rd November 2007