-+Sentiments+-*

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dj:I'm chewin' chewing gum. Chew leh? Chew like chewing gum?

van:i dont like chewin' chewing gum. chew mean, chew like chewin' chewing gum?

dj:chew should chew some chewing gum so that chur gums will be chew'in like they should chew!

van:if chur gums chew chewing gum like they should be chewin' gum, then maybe chew should get some chewing gum for me to chew so that i can like chewin' on chewing gum

dj:chew should get chur own chewin gums to chew so that next time chew can come and chew with me chewing gums!

van:but i dont know where to buy chewing gum, dont chew know that singapore doesnt allow chew to chew chewing gum even though we like to chew on chewing gum?

dj:chew can also bring in chewing gums from chewland without chur country knowing and we shall chew chewing gums with local chew'ren who loves chewin' chewing gums!

van:but now me and chew has got school, so we cant go to chewland and get chewing gum to chew on!

dj: we can always be like the ponners who pon classes like expert ponners to get chewing gums from chewland and chew like we never chewed before!

van:but we cant be like the ponners who pon classes just to get chewing gums from chewland to chew like we never chewed before just because we like to chew on chewing gum! we're guai kias and chew wont want to miss lessons just because chew want to get gum from chewland to chew on!

dj:but don't chew know the heavenly chewiness that chewing gums give when chew are chewin' the chewing gums? chew just can't forget the chewiness once chew chew on that chewing gum bought from chewland!
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A little bit of lameness that came out of me and ness wayyyyy back.
A little bit funny
A little bit lame
A *ginormous bunch of memories.

*Ginormous is the new word added into a new edition dictionary( i forgot which). Gigantic+ Enormous= Ginormous
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10.32pm
16th July 2007

me: I'm starting to like the class. Shit!
vanessa: hey, what's wrong with liking your class! it should be a good thing isnt it ; D
me: Not good cos i cant bear to part
vanessa:haha, just let nature takes it course. think of the poly thing after your promos! you'll have LOTS of time to think after that.


Aiyo it'll be good if its that simple lah. Nature doesn't apply in the world of Humans, cos we already differentiated ourselves from every ecosystem in the world.

But yeah.

I'm already too lazy to persuade everyone around me that the choice i make would be accurate. But the fact is, no one know whether it'd be a correct decision to make. Thats why its so hard.

lolx

So up till the promos, i swear i'll make my remaining time in SRJC worthwhile!
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Today was the A lvl Chinese Oral Examinations!

I didn't expect the it to be this easy. The passage only had one word foreign to me and the conversation was about posting pics online.

Some of my friends were asked whether they would post pics of them and their girlfriends online. LOL

Lucky i didn't get that if not i wouldn't have anything to say
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The class wanted to be lazy after the orals (cos some of us were totally not prepared for PE) and pon GP and PE even though its obvious which one would be a safer choice for us to take. The odds were against ponning.

So i was thinking to myself...... Should I, as the class rep, allow such a thing to happen? Should I assist them or should i leave them be? Or am I the Mastermind?

Result:  we told the truth about not being prepared and it turned out fine. hahah I didn't go home quietly hor ness! I so guai....

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Im soooooooo pissed!

I TOTALLY gave up my O lvl Physics and got back a B3!!!!!!
I TOTALLY gave up my Mid-Year H1 Physics and got back a B again!

Think its the result of the FiloMath training I've had these few years. The theories and methods  seem to be be derived from Mathematics and Physics.

Oh my god lah

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Why do i have to face such dillemas everyday???

10.11pm
9th July 2007

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me: I'm starting to like the class. Shit!
vanessa: hey, what's wrong with liking your class! it should be a good thing isnt it ; D
Its not a good thing.

I've been going around telling people that i want to go poly lah, SRJC sux lah etc etc. because i felt that i didn't have aplace for me in the school anymore. Not the class nor the CCA. Even if i left all these "friends"  behind it wouldn't have bothered me much and i would simply have to make a name for myself somewhere else.

Wasn't a reason for me to stay. So what if its the A lvls? So what if i spend one year more than the rest schooling? All these would be meaningless when i'm akin to being "homeless"!

But since my absence from the Camp ASPIRE, the class has gotten more and more interesting and they have now become my motivation to go to school.  { My dear faithful readers should know why ;) }

Ironic isn't it? I've been so adamant about switching to a polytechnic and yet now i'm getting attached to the class. If i stayed, i'll most likely be deemed who's not a word-keeper and a loser who gave up. If i went, well, i'll be leaving so what they say doesn't really matter.

I've said this earlier " If cliquing takes so long, its most likely not going to happen"

I take those words back. Even if this is of the most exceptional of cases, it happens. The class is finally cliquing

To Vanessa: Of course you're also one of my top school-attaching factors of choice! So be honoured!
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Today was great!
Tuition started out with a surprise too. ShuaiXun's friend's sister (and brother??) came for tuition at FiloMaths! and directly under our supervision! Hope he won't get a earful from his friend later on.

Hey! its not like i'm doing a bad job kay....!

I just need lesser students, more money and more materials.

After that we watched My Wife is a Gangster 3! It was really really cute. Especially the way the producers portrait translators. Not saying what they are supposed to say but still managing to get the message across somehow, even in the most outrageous of ways!

Shu Qi / Hsu Chi / Vivian Hsu is really worthy of her reputation.
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All the best to me for A lvls tomorrow!

1.14AM
9th July 2007

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Everyone's lives are filled with different colours, be it red, blue, green or yellow and many others more. These colours meld together to form what we experience and it defines us as uniquely us.

Let's not forget about the different shades and hues of these colours.

No matter whether you are dull-coloured, sianz and uninteresting or the brightly lit and high-flying, if in the end, it all adds up to white, then its more than enough.

Shiawase.....

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Our first Staff Meeting!

Who's there you ask?

DJ, SX, KL,PC, SL, C, X

Erm.... Abbrieviations?

Ding Jie
Shuai Xun
Kim leong
Poh Chew
See Leng
Cecil
Unknown X

What did we do you say?

We went to a coffeeshop somewhere in Serangoon North to eat some cook-fry(zhu2chao3) and also to talk some cock.

Dishes you mean?
Herbal Chicken (more than KFC-licious)
Sweet n Sour Pork
Egg
Clams fried with chillli on a hot plate (mostly chilli)
Vegetables (only had one stalk of it)
Fried Tofu(on the house was it?)

Thirsty are we?
Coke x3
Teh-C x1
Kopi x1
100 plus x1
Barley water x1

It finally feels like an organisation (at last). Its the first time we're ever discussing business as a Team and voice out our issues and almost reaching solutions to solve them. Almost.

The Special Generation
Me=> A 17 year old guy who is in JC wanting to go Poly now. Transformers Status: Not Watched. So poor thing.
Braces Status: Attached

Shuai xun=> An 18 year old guy with more secondary school experience than me.
Transformers Status: Watched without me.
Braces Staus: Attached.

See Leng=> A 17 year old lady who's retaking some O level subjects.
Transformers Status: Unknown.
Braces Status: Unknown

Poh Chew=> An 18 year old with more secondary school experience than me.
Transformer status: Not Watched.
Braces Status: Almost did but didn't

Unknown X=>A 22 year old lady whose name and actual age escapes me.
Transformers Status: Unknown
Braces Status:10 Teeth Extracted, Detached

Each in each his/her own right....

The Team got along well even though this is the first time that some of us had actually seen the others. First impressions weren't really that wonderfully day-brightening  but it turned out just fine!

Seems like I'm the youngest amongst them both in terms of age and personal development but I'll catch up....
 
The Camp-in-planning already feels fun right from the start.

11.07pm
1st July 2007

Weebly's finally back up! Doesn't feel good when you don't have access to your blog T_T

But since its back up, i'lll treasure it even more >_<

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Went to Calvin to study for our last remaining H1 Physics paper just now at Serangoon Macs.

We were "happily" discussing the physics when a man in his 40s, who later identified himself as James, sat down, on Calvin's side at the long bench, at the table besides us with one of Shrek's lime sundaes and a hot cup of tea.

He turned towards us the moment he sat down and started talking to us, not in the craziest of sense. Although in his Polo-Tee, shorts and slippers, its kind of hard not to think otherwise.

He told us that he'll give us a lecture to "success" but he went off to the loo first. Recording his "lecture" seemed to be the novelest of things to do so i whipped my phone out, while Calvin slipped his slim camera into his slim bag.

James came back, pulled his tables to ours and here we go!

The first question he asked was " are either of you Christian?"
My first reaction was " are you gonna say something that would offend us if we WERE christians?"

But it turns out to be something closer to " are either of you Christian? Cos if you aren't, I'm so goin'na turn you into one right here right now" kind of thing.

The whole lecture was pretty much the same as what I've heard all these while being in St Gabriel's for ten years and being in a Christian child care centre for about four or five.

A short summary would be "better believe in Jesus or else you're a God da(e)mned(con) sinner" with the whole tone being Helium-light..


He brought up good points about Life and Death
Good Reasons for Living               Bad Reasons for Living
Live cos there are others who      Live cos you're afraid
need you.                                       of Death

Good Reasons to Die                     Bad Reasons to Die
insert: to be with Him                    To Escape from something(reality)

The only interesting thing was the way he tried to communicate to us about his Faith and the way he was behaving.

He had us unconsciously visualizing ourselves; our family; our friends going through all the things that Jesus went through( e.g. stripped, naked and nailed) through his words.

Ahh... the Power of Suggestion and Visualization. It affects so. so many people.
This kind of give me confidence that our Intelligent Visual Analysis (I.V.A) can be a phenomenal success if we pull it off right!

His behaviour was something to note of too. He was hushing us when we got too loud and he radar-ed the area with light-sensitive cones located at two distinct points on his face, as if he was afraid of getting beaten up by religion-crazy-somebodies.

Indeed, it is a sensitive issue. So if its that dangerous a thing to discuss in public, so why talk to me and Calvin about it in the first place?

If he wasn't lucky, it might have been me who detaches his teeth.

Those who claims that others are self-righteous are usually the self-righteous ones.

So thats it..... my physics gone with 58.01 minutes of divine chimness.

But it seems that his God does exists tonight. I realised that i needed to save my recordings first before exiting the screen only after i decided to read my messages and Calvin's camera with weak batteries was tucked tightly into his zipped bag.

Edit: He was a nice person to talk to so no offense taken and i hope none dealt.

11.59pm
28th June 2007