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Talked with Christine today. For about an hour or so? Didn't keep my time. Her personality was, surprisingly, very similar to mine in that we keep quiet over things, we tolerate many. We have reservations about friendships and we won't hesitate to break ties once the lines are crossed (though this really happens once in a green moon).

I guess the Moon gets green once in the blue moon. What is it envious of anyways??

And surprisingly, we're both kinda free.

Booked her for this saturday afternoon. Study at some library near her house (seriously). But just the two of us?

Wanted to get Gloria out. Oops think cannot.

Hoped to get Fiona out. Oops needed at some event.

Tried to get Jasmine out. Oops prefer studying at home.

and so i began to question myself......
                Do i really have to much free time on my hands?
                Am i really so free with nothing important to do?
                                                 Or
                               Am i just trying too hard?
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                                       Identity Crisis
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Where do I stand in their hearts?Where's my place?Do i even HAVE a place(in the first place)?What am I worth to them?What are they worth to me?
Would my leaving even bother them?
Worth
Place
Status
Who am I?
Probably no one worth your mention....
What am I?
Oh? So you care?
Whats my name?
You'll forget it soon enough....
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                                       Identity Crisis
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MSNed Gerald a while ago. The problems he faced were, surprisingly, similar to mine. Friends are turning acquaintance but no acquaintance turning friends.
What is our importance?

He mentioned that maybe we should just disappear for awhile and maybe they'll figure that we're too good to let go; that we're something to be missed.

Thats when i came to realise that this was also what i felt initially when I decided to switch to Poly. I wanted those-who-neglect to know that I ain't gonna stay around forever; that they ain't getting away with what they did; that I'll be hurt no more.


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復讐                       <== these are translations from dictionary.com
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REVENGE!!!!

Muhahahhahahahhahahah!!
Blahahhahahahhahah *ackackack*aaa!!!

*regains composure*

Childish as it is.

Minor issue here.

you feel me?

12.04AM
15th June 2007

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