Today's school was good. Only weird thing was the extra PW periods that the school provided for us. Most of the classes were off slacking. Mine was playing CS on my laptop and Neopets on another. Some classes were off cam-whoring or talk-cocking.
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I realise that my first three months in SRJC was my time of gold. The friends, the brothers and the sisters.
What happened now is that all of that gold is melted and gone.
It was good. Good gold.
Its all melted.
Now, i have no confidence in rebuilding all these from scratch again ever since i transfered from arts to science.
I'm afraid.
I don't want to loose that lovely feeling.
To love and to be loved.
Thats why im scraping madly away at whats left of the Good, Gone Gold.
But its all over now
I should move on....
Should....
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How can CCC be so fun when i hate it so much?
This shows that i've picked the right CCA but encountered the wrong circumstances
haii
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I love all of you
9.16pm
27th July 2007