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OH MY GOSH
i got like this SUPER CUTE pink braces! is cute de lor kay?
It feels like the best decision i've mad since like EVER!!
Feels so ME luhhhh! Never felt so MYSELF b4!!
Its like suppperrr niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
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Finally got the pink braces. Really couldn't imagine myself with those pink metallic things before. It doesn't really look bad and its nice to see a change from that grey coloured metal.
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Wah siao lah! Got these pink braces damned the chio lah! Wah piang eh! I tell you this CONFIRM shock everyone sia!
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The three MEs.
Which one is real and which one is fake?
Number 1: The Cute girl act that I've grown up to be inside
Number 2: The Objective act that's ever cool-headed
Number 3: The Tough guy act which I'm revealing to others.
Which one do you think I am?
Right now I'm in the 2 and 3 mode and im not leading a happy life. It just feels fake.
Maybe Number 1 is the real me? Chances are it is. But in this world, nobody can survive when they're so "special" Its not socially accepted.
Then again, maybe I've grown up to be fake. Fake from the start. Its always been 1 and 2, and i've been quite happy in that period of time.
Since 2 is ever-present, it might be me....
No its not. Its just my brain.
So we've got the brain, where's the heart?
If i write anymore it'll just freak my readers out so I'll just stop here.
Hope this blows over soon...
11PM
10th August 2007