What are "good" friends in hard times? They won't give a shit about what happens to you. They don't care. Its always good when times are good, when the world is at peace but with the table's turned, true colours are unveiled, both dark and bright....
You think they'll be there to support you yet they'll be the ones who abandon you first. You think you can continue on with them, yes, but things have changed, status quo no longer.
Those whom you thought were unreliable now are able to serve more use to you than ever, because in them lies their explicit concern and love for you. Those whom you weren't close before now creates new bonds with you, even if you snap at them.
When you snapped, those who go "crazy are you!" aren't worth clinging on to. When you snapped, those who went "she alright anot?" are the ones you should have noticed. When you snapped, those who remained by your side are the true ones whom you should put your trust in from now on.
You are so mysterious, so secretive. Not telling anyone anything. Not even your closest friend? If you need to explain your situation before those people understand that you are having problems, then those are not the ones you should be hanging out with. Those who know that something is wrong at first sight may be the ones least you expect.
Control is something you should learn. I know its hard when you're sick and your mind is tensed up all the time. But the situation ain't in your favour no more. You are scaring some people and appalling some others. Control it! You can do it!
Thats why........ wake up your idea.
Thats why........ smile on.
Hope you come across this....
19th September 2007
8.22PM
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