Its been a about a week now huh? Well, guess passion for blogging is gone the way of my laptop.
There hasn't really been much to blog about nowsadays. Or is it because i just lost my touch?
Oh well, hope it returns when my laptop returns. hehe
3rd November 2007
ARGH
Its that feeling again.
That feeling of wanting. Yet its different this time. Very much so. Or is it just because i had forgotten how it felt previously?
To a certain extent i believe, that this time round, its just that much more fun. Its the first thing i think of when i wake up in the morning. Part of it makes up everything that i think of even when i sleep.
As much as i would like to hope, i'd rather not have this feeling. I'd rather it not be fun. 'Cause hurt and pain is on its way. Its just a matter of time before it reaches...
6.56PM
27th October 2007
Thats right, I'm a food camel.
Its been really quite busy these few days. Chinese then OP then Chinese then OP again. The breaks are never enough.
K lah not really. I'm always using the breaks to do more work. It has come to my realisation that I haven't had any food since last night? Breakfast was just a cup of milo. Totally forgot about lunch and feeling very lousy about everything now.
What amazes me is that only upon returning from school did I realise that i was hungry.
New mutation camel: Food Camel = me
6.oopm
24th October 2007
it is unfortunate that such things happen in Singapore. A 15 Year-Old girl most probably killed by her step-father? Sounds a bit too extreme for Singapore. So i went to check it up on Channel News Asia and Here's what i got
Quote """" The girl apparently sustained shoulder and neck injuries.
A family friend said the girl, who had just completed her Primary Six Leaving Examinations (PSLE), and her mother had come from Jilin in China five years ago.
She's a really good girl, helps her mum take care of her younger brother. No one expected this," said the family friend.""""
Here's the whole article.
Tsk Tsk Tsk
Wish so badly that no more of this kind of suffering will ever occur...
What's that you say?
Of course I mean the girl and not the typo.
12.50AM
22th October 2007
Yea.
I'm not dumb. Thats all there is no me.
Not worthy, no value.
Just not dumb.
Can only do basic things
can only be influenced
can only be mediocre at best
No talent.
Just not stupid.
Hope a car pays my head a visit sometime soon...
7.57pm
20th October 2007
To readers, one and all, and also to Mr. K L Chua,
To Mr. Chua giving me an opportunity to teach, I am grateful.
I am a current trainer of FiloMath, Maths Specialist and understand that my introduction into it was a rather personal one for me and I had inadvertently assumed that the personal attachment was reciprocated. Therefore, during my time there I had taken a stand such that I expected more involvement of myself into its business activities.
I apologise for trying to mind the business which I have no right to do so and also for imposing my own ideals of a business model on Maths Specialist. Mr. K L Chua, owner of Maths Specialist, has every right to run the business in the way he sees fit and I had am in no place to comment or criticise him and Maths Specialist.
As for my blog entries, it is regrettable to say that I have used certain inappropriate terms and expressions to discuss about Mr. Chua and Math Specialist and its workings. I apologise for that too. I understand that words are to be chosen before it is said and done.
Once again, I apologise to Mr. K L Chua and Maths Specialist for letting my personal thoughts, feelings, emotions and life affect the professionalism which should have been exhibited by me.
After talking to Wei Wei today, i learnt a very important thing about writing. The conversation was in the context of the post of the girls and I being at NTUC.
Sometimes when I'm writing, my mind just spins so fast and its so focused on my perspective that I'll leave out certain content unintentionally. But thanks to the training I receive from Secondary School english and JC General Paper, I always try to qualify best whatever i say, even though it may sometime turn out to be insufficient.
But there are also times where accurate content is put up, but just not to other's tastes.
Blogs, Weblogs, personal online diaries. From whichever point of view, its always a very personal thing. Most content would be written from the blogger's point of view. Therefore I do not think that there are such content that are fiction, because they were my genuine thoughts and sentiments. What would barely resemble "fiction", would be information that is pending to be verified. My personal thoughts and opinions are, obviously, from my point of view(POV). They represent my experience and is testament to what had actually happened from my POV.
Just as Wei Wei has done today, she clarified with me about the problem about my post and made clear to me about which portion of it "pissed her off" as she said so level-headed-ly. Ironic that its been months(?) since that post and I'm only knowing of her true response after all these time. The tip of the communication iceberg. That post about her has been long gone so don't bother searching for it.
Simply put, it isn't fiction if it hasn't been clarified. If it has been clarified by concerning parties and still unedited, now thats virtual reality.
So what's real then?
8.42PM
19th October 2007
Haii to speak in good and proper english really eats all my energy away. Even just typing it out like what i am doing now. Guess its the tedious thought process that goes through my mind.
Am i being fair?
Are there any grammatical errors?
Vocabulary perhaps?
Are my words justifiable?
Can I clarify further?
What more can I say?
And many other similar thought processes. All that has to be done in quick succession, although order of it doesn't really matter to me.
Just as today's PW lesson, i love these kind of training sessions where you are just supposed to elaborate, explain and just talk about a word or subject given to you. The Pre-U Sem session i was given "Door". Today's session i was given "Father"
Too bad "Friends" didn't turn up. If not i would have rattled on about how weak relationships actually are without willing communication amongst both sides, and maybe even whether or not we, humans, deserve to exist, given our frail minds and the known fact that " our perception is our reality"
6.34PM
18th October
Tom actually had a smiley face on when this happened (SX and I can testify)
And there goes Tom, reborn as a phoenix would, into the ashes....
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Plus a Special as proof of my contributions to KonoAi project by JingLing and her team,
10.23PM
14th October 2007
BBQ was fun!
Well relatively i guess. It was good that some parents turned up. It was great that the four unknown ladies turned up too to help with the fire!
Sad that they're unknown but after the O lvls we'll surely invite them back!
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Okay my pics are too big and i'm too lazy to resize them to fit here. Need to transfer to the photoshop-equipped desktop or laptop before upload.
Sian-ed
Gonna get me a picassa!
Btw happy bdae to Jing Ling!
7.00PM
14th October 2007
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