Went to botanical gardens today. Was an utter waste of time. But lets go to before that, when i had breakfast with the Wei Squared, Loan Xhark and Ah Pau.
We met up at serangoon interchange at 9.15am. At a hotdog bun b4 going there but who knew that they'll be going for breakfast at Macs.
A girl's mind is so perplexing. One moment they're saying how unslim they are (compared to my psp) and what do you know, next they start pouring 5 or more creamers into their morning tea and i have no idea how much sugar they used.,
Paradox? Contradiction? What was that other word?
Kay lets head to the main attraction of the even at botanical gardens.
Rain. Heavy, heavy rain.
So we were stuck in a shelter and the class was waiting for the rain to die down. People were taking pics of raindrops and others were just stoning away.
So the rain suddenly died down and we had our chance to hurry to the visitor centre (our reporting base) but the class didn't travel for more than 50m before stopping at a bonsai garden for god knows what
. Chance came, chance gone. We had to take shelter there but the rain isn't going to let up anymore.
To get back to base and hurry up to go home, me, jackson, clarence, calvin and woody decided to forgo umbrellas and run for it to let the girls have more umbrellas to avoid getting them drenched.
Why were we running in the rain? cos they decided to stop unnecessarily at that bonsai garden. Why did we stop there? I am utterly clueless. Why am i clueless? Cos we're talking about S18. Why am i toking about S18?
Okay enough of that. You get my point.
7.28pm
8th October 2007
Haiis so sad.
After Exams i thought i could enjoy. Today is friday, last paper of the promos. Should be damned happy about it.
But because i have a dental appointment later with QnM at 8pm, i have to forgo my S18 class outing to KBox(also to celebrate riyanti's bdae) and also my 1E4/2E4 class outing at some steam boat place.
Both at Marina there.
Sad.
12.54PM
5th October 2007
I found her.
She is a close copy of my personality and I, too, am a close copy of her's. The things i do are what the things she will too. The things i don't are the things she won't. She has my good points and i have her's. We share the same flaws through and through(k lah i still dun0 much).
The will and ability to maintain a relationship, in the most basic of forms, when neither one of us are able to meet nor communicate effectively. Neither of us are willing to push forward in fear of losing something we hold dear. A xenophobic status quo....
As siblings, as friends and as more. Regardless of which, having her around again would be the second best period of time this year, with the first being my first time with her of course. Unfortunately, whether this is reciprocated i know not.
What should i do next?
Nothing carnal
Nothing philosophical
Just pure enjoyment of the moment.
EDIT: well from the short time that we've interacted, this is by far what i can tell best.
9.50PM
4th October 2007
<DJ JKS>
A programme initiated by, well, me that reaches out to people whom are seemingly and potentially "depressed" and find it hard to wake up in the morning each day. Of course they have the option to unsubscribe if the jokes aren't to they're tastes. It is sent around 6.45AM every weekday.
By 6.45AM, the people whom i subscribed should be awake already as school is like just a few minutes away. The desired effects of <DJ JKS> is to give them more reason to wake up each day, even if it is a rather trivial one.
Some jokes are really hilarious and others are not quite there yet.
But a cold joke straight in the morning has only two outcomes, laugh it off or get slightly frustrated.
In any case, the exam period is almost over, and the need to continue with the programme does not seem to exist anymore. Stress should be off their shoulders, less bullshit should be heading their way. I think they should be doing well by themselves.
All these in ASSUMPTION that the desired effect has been reached
I hereby announce the termination of the good service, DJ JKS, which extents to all current subscribers.
Hope my goal has been reached through these three months.
<Stop JKS, reply UNSUB to 9177****>
*EDIT: not comfortable with posting my full number here but you get my point*
9.30AM
4th October 2007
Lusting for power
Lusting for the best
Lusting for PSP
Lusting for the unreal
Lusting for the possible
Lusting for the impossible
Lusting for knowledge
Lusting for perfection
Lusting for you whom i have not found, and you whom i will find...
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Going crazee with boredom and physics -_-
6.36PM
3rd October 2007
I like you
I love you
These words carry the weight and burden of the care and concern the "sayer" is willing to fork out at any moment in his/her life. Even if unreciprocated, it should still be appreciated
For me, I guess i just haven't grasped the way to show it correctly...
Yup this should be one of the first few real "random ramblings"
9.20PM
2nd October 2007
Children's Day
Its one thing to be celebrating it with your friends,
Its another thing to be celebrating it FOR your friends.
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We've received word that more people will potentially attend the bbq that we are holding. Not because we told them to come, but because the invited had invited.
What in the world should we do?
2.05PM
2nd October 2007
bah this is sickening... i've just wasted two hours of my precious time. Irritating. dont even feel like paragraphing nor doing the caps nor inserting punctuations. hell i might just forget about the spacing even..
*concuss*
5.56PM
29th september 2007
My top most hated thing..... is for someone to ask me to cut my hair!
Why? when my hair's so nerd already?
Not good enough for ya'?!
Not nerd enough for ya'?!
F***!!!
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*UCK!!!
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There goes all my steam. Back to studies!
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Okay maybe not
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What to do when you've lost your respect for someone?
You know he doesn't deserve it; you know he's just being him, yet whatever he does just irritates the very core of you.
Its not like he's a bad person. Just too blur.
Its not like he's irresponsible. Just not doing the right things at the right time.
Its not like he's childish. Just too caught up with the trivial.
What to do?
3.30PM
26th September 2007
I love their smiles...
Its so great to see LX smile again. Not those that were forced out last week but rather, a real laugh from her heart.
I love their smiles...
I dont want to see them in pain
I dont want to see them hurt
I dont want to see them cry
I dont want to see their tears
I dont want to see it ever again...
For those who are important to me I'll never forget.
To those who are important to me I'll lend my hand.
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what kind of super power you want if you could have it?
Laser eyes so u can burn everyone in your sight?
X-Ray vision so that u can see skeletons walking around?
Flying to avoid traffic jams?
Teleporting so that you'll never be late for anything ever again??
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what kind of super power i want if i could have it?
I want the power to protect those who are important to me.
A shield to block harm?
A sword to cut down whoever brings evil?
A gift to make them smile whenever they're down.
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what kind of super power you want if you could have it?
To this question I'd like to tag:
Vanessa
Wan Chin
Ying Ling
Christine
Calvin
Sheena
Li Jie
I'd like to know :)
6.30PM
25th September 2007